Spiritual friends who spent a lot of time in solitude, as well as accessing
the energy of silence know, there are a lot of contradictions inside ourselves.
Right against wrong. Religion against science. Logic against feeling. And there
are many other contradictions.
The harder one resist these contradictions, especially when seekers called
those contradictions as bad under the name of religion and knowledge, there are
more burning fire inside. Some of psychological and spiritual illness are
rooted here in the burning contradictions within.
When we dig deeper, these contradictions arise because the materials that
make the body, the the mind, the emotion are in contradictions. In the human
body there are elements of water and fire. The mind can only work if there is
duality such as bad-good, wrong-right, false-true. In the same way, emotions
also grow riding the waves like sad-glad, sorrow-joy, ugly-beauty.
That's the reason why every human being who live in the level of body,
mind, emotion, their life are full of waves. Their waves of life rise when they
are glad, their waves of life fall when they are sad. Whenever they are joyful,
they celebrate. In the moment when life is full of sorrow, they thought they
are punished.