In Thailand there was a meditation teacher with amazing light named Ajahn
Chah. One of the important characteristics of the last Guru is his amazing
discipline. He was not only very discipline to the others, he was also very
discipline to himself.
Whenever there were students who were afraid of being alone, they will
immediately be sent to the silent forest to meditate alone. Whenever there were
students who were shy, do not like to stay in the crowd, they will be sent to
the crowded places such as traditional markets.
For the ordinary people, this approach of learning sounds very scary. Some
people even choose to run away. But for the deep spiritual seekers
who have grown mature, this approach of learning is very
challenging. Especially for mature souls who need to enter the unvisited inner
darkness.
For the people who never visit the inner darkness, the inner darkness
will come to the surface in the form of fear, the harming enemies,
ignorance, as well as a number of the other spiritual barriers. And the most
important thing, the unvisited inner darkness are prone to guide
spiritual travelers towards spiritual downfalls.
Every spiritual friends who grow deep on the path of meditation especially,
an encounter with any kind of discomfort such as fear and shame is an encounter
with the deeper parts of ourselves. Discomfort is similar to a padlock which
lock the door. When we frequently visit the inner darkness like discomforts,
one day the door will be opened.
In the deep practice of mindfulness, the encounter with discomfort is an
encounter with wholeness. While the ordinary people hate anger, hatred, envy,
sorrow, sadness, bad luck, in the deep practice of mindfulness the negative
emotions and the negative experiences are beautifully hug with a beautiful
smile.
In the language of one of Ajah Chah's students named Jack Kornfield:
"to put the tiger of anger into the cage of mindfulness". Anger is
not thrown out. Meditators learn to take good care of anger in the cage of
mindfulness. Similar to the nature outside complete with day and night, the
nature inside also contains elements of darkness.
One day Lord Buddha was asked about his cousin Devadatta who wanted
to hurt him many times, this perfectly enlightened Guru calmly replied:
"Devadatta is part of my inner darkness". In other words, even the
perfect enlightened teacher who has experienced perfect enlightenment still
have dark space within.
It is like darkness and light. Both are one. Without darkness, there will
be no light. And the task of meditation is not to dispel the darkness
completely, but to beautifully hug darkness using the hands of wholeness. This
perfect encountering with perfect wholeness is often called
enlightenment. In plain language, enlightenment is a beautiful inner blooming.
There's waste in flower, there's flower in waste.
That is why, the deep and marvelous practice of mindfulness is often called
the smiling lantern. Meditators do not only beautifully smile to the inner
light, but also beautifully smile to the inner darkness. Welcome home beautiful
souls.
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